brina? sweet16 malayCHINK randwickgurlz half attatched
im bitchy but trust me; i can be nice. if you dont kno me, i can bt mistaken as snobby, stuck up ect. i choose not to show my friendly side to people whoa re jst going to look @ me and judge me. i hate feeling neglected & being lied to. i love feeling special & being suprised.
my hunybun? im unfortunately falling head over heels for someone who doesnt feel as strong towards me. within the last few months or so, iv been upset/emotional/pissed off/dissappointed ect. and still choose to stick by his side. am i stupid? he means the world to me, and his the one that can put that bigFAT smile on my face. unfortunately i dont do the same. my presence cannot bring a smile to his face. i now know how it feels like to be under appreciated.
my second halves? all my friends. the ones that have been there for me thru-out my ups & downs thruout everyday life. i cant describe my appreciation in words. but jst want yous to kno how much i love you. how much you guys mean to me. *mwuh lets jst say i wouldnt b who i am tuday without yous. from cheering me up wen im fighting with jamie, to visiting me @ the hospital & buying me flowers x) i will always be here to return the favour. trust me
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Saturday, June 04, 2005
iv moved ; again x)
WWW.GEOCITIES.COM/MZ_BRINA/NEGLECTED.HTML
couldnt b bothered to make it any shorter x)
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Tuesday, May 31, 2005
why is my blog so retarded? ahhhs* it makes me not want to blog and that badddd
hms. i have the bigest urge to change it but ukno wht? IM LAZY!! so too bad
neways tuday went skool & did my hospitiality test which was, not the best. haha then after that went to ivans place & watched family guy. its either ivans bed or family guy, but i fell asleep. lols iv been gettin real tired in the afternoons lately, hmms thats not me? its strange. but neway then went for coffee @ kingsford, then priscillas. end of story
yes.
neways, havnt heard from jamie all day & it feels weird.
alriteee my blog is shitting the FCUK out of me. i hate it cant blog anymore
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Monday, May 30, 2005
latif - i dont want to hurt you
first of all, wana say hapy official one year anniversiary hunybun for yesterday x) *mwuhz you make me fall harder for you time after time. after all our crazy fights, many breakups, screaming sessions ect. we're still here together. i cant say you always make me hapy, but you alweys hapen to in the end x) and im so hapy to have you in my life. ikno sometimes it might not seem like i appreciate you, but trust me. i do! cus you mean the world to me and im hoping that nxt year we'll still be happily together celebrating our offical twu years x) if we're talkin unofficial, that isnt too far away ehs? jst another 5months x) youv made me who i am. you changed me into so much of a better person within these 19months and im grateful. i adore you hun *smooooch & thanku for the presnt x) i love it
anyways x) my weeeekend? haha wasnt the best but it was alright x)
friday ; was planning to go skool but plans change xP albert called me jst after rollcall so went to meet him @ pain reserve. bummd there then herbrt & luqman came not long after. we sat around waiting for ivan & eric. we bumped into these two little yr7 boys and they are so BAD! lols they smoke, smoke weed, steal, break intu shops ect. and clearly jig lols we were jst talkin wen we saw a cop walking down the hill so we got up & started walking in the other direction whr we bumped into another cop & the truency lady damit, we got cornered lols. got down our names & stuff and we made our way towards the skool then turn around and made our way to kingsford to find jeremy, to see him being questioned by cops so we all turn & run. HAHA ran intu a block of units and then called jeremy & met up with him. while making up our minds, cops came back so we all ran once agen & split haha. luqman herbrt & eric unluckily got caught agen by the same cops @ the skool. jeremy & albert made their ways to maroubra first, while me & ivan waited for luqman & herbrt to come back. made our way to maroubra, had coffee. waited or priscilla then made our way down to ivans place whr we ateee & watched are we there yet. michelle x2 came. then around 5, we went to kingsford & had coffee. michelle x2 left, then i made my way to bondi to meet jamie. very unpleasant. went there for no reason & ended up leaving predy much straight away cus he was going out. wen the day bfor he told me he wasnt going? wdf? arghz* neways. went ct to meet nick jeremy roger daniel luqman & herbrt. went cityhunter, then everyone left so me & roger caught a bus to marcos place. then got a lift homeee x)
saturday ; slept in til 1pm-ish x) ahhh nice sleep hehe woke up and waited half the day cus jamie was spose to come pick me up. obviously it didnt hapen, instead alex came and we went his place & bummmd x) then after a long awaited 2hours jamie comes. get into another fight, which wasnt anything NEAR my fault, and so i went to meet nick @ hungry jacks. bumped into richie & pat @ central. met up with nick julian and jeny then went up to the apartment they have at world towers. very sexy view x) after not long, me & nick left to meet ivan cus it started getting a little boring cus we didnt kno anyone there lols xP went to cityhunter then to eat @ superbowl. then waited with nick @ market city for his rents to give him a lift home & me nd ivan walked all the way up to hyde park in the COLD. it was freeezing i tell ya. i waited for ivans bus with him cus i had time x) then met up with jamie alex raph & julian nd went back up to the hotel for more bummin. around 3ish, me jamie julian & jeny left x) went to this funky parking place lols & jeny tryed to open the door & it wouldnt work? o_O haha scared the crap outa me. bt julians magical hands worked it xP then we drove off & jamie hears something, & it turns out that julian left jenys cake & bag on the car & it fell off haha it was funy, til jeny realised her camera was in the bag haha but luckily they got everything back & the cake wasnt even damaged xD haha.
sunday ; woke up & ate. then helped bring plates & stuff up from the basement. in the arvo we went to meet jamies friends to watch them fix tyres! i was so boreddddddd, fcuk! wht a GREAT way to spend an anniversary aye? jst sitting in the car for a good hour doing absolutely NOTHING. hms how fun! pftt after waiting an hour went to alex's so that willy could pick up his car then went to randwick to eat. then to trade winds for coffee. then back to jamies whr we watched electra then came home. definately not the best day
i would blog more but im pretty angry atm, and im sureee u guys can gues why
would blog more but im really angry at the moment.
Posted at 10:34 pm by mzbrina
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Tuesday, May 24, 2005
greeeetings x)
kinda hating my site atm x( ahhs* jst aint really in the mood for it i gues. sory, i stuffed up my boarder hmms. il fix it soon. & the photos
not really in the mood for telling yous wht i did tudays, soo wht should i blog abour? shrugs* damm yous, my comment box is gettin negelcted x(
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Monday, May 23, 2005
monica - you should've known better
im bored & cold. and i think im starting to get a sore throat x( hate this weather.
wells i jst realised how crappy my photo thing loox, so when i can be bothered i shall take it off & change it xD but only wen i can b botherd xP
and also, im kinda hating my layout arghz* its so.. ugly? o_O so when i can be fukt i shall change this too x) haha
tuday i went to skoooooL xD cus im such a good girl hehe. nothing interesting. did my maths test, and im 1000000% sure that i failed x| hms lols but anyways, the maths teacher put me in a store room to do the test, and i ended up stealing the stationary haha xD it was fun. after that, met up with jeremy & ivan for abit. then i heard a male teacher screaming and he walked around the corner, and it was priscillas eco teacher xO but his kool x) he sed we were ok but all the other girls got in trouble xP harhar* went to class blahs. after skool went to kingsford, bumped into michelle x2 ivan jeremy albert matt & eric. bummd around then left for alex's house to get the oc.
omg am i gona to have a fcuking bitch about this? YES! omg its got the crappiest ending ahhhhs* stresses me out. its so crap it stresses me out damit pulls out hair* makes me so ANGRY. arghz* so many strings everywhr & they're all jst LEFT there. not one tied up. if ukno wht i mean? hmms wells its crap damit. didnt even make me cry x( peice of crap. buttt on the bright side, season 3 should be fcuking awsome. and i cant bloody wait xD hehe
anyways alex drove michelle home then we went to meet up with willy. & he was in the middle of dinner so we ended up going maroubra for coffee x) then back to willys & we crusied up to banxtown to drop willys gf alice home. then came back home xD im about to leave and go watch the oc agen to see if im second time lucky. hoping its going to touch me xD
toooooodles x) btw, i miss my baby. but il be back to say more about that xD haha
; im back x) and im angry! arghz* jst had a shitt nite with jamie, on the fone. he was jst being the bigest prick tunite. and he made me so angry. kept picking arguments, screaming over something that has nothing to do with me & jst pretty much being a dick. yes not a good conversation. makes me wana fcuking punch a fcuking wall. arghz* yes im quiet angry. but i aint clicking yet. thankgod
deeeeep breaths* gettin over the fag hole, im LOVING this song x) monica - breaks my heart <33
got my business studies test tumorw, not looking forward to it lols obviously
i need to keep bloggin to get my mind off the ass! damitt, i dont wana be angry but he kept pushing it tunitee ahhhhs* im going crazy. im tired but im not. i wana play harvest moon but i dont. god damitt fcuk this. im gona play playstation til i get fcuking tired and jst doze off to sleep.
gues wht? hehe im hapy again. its so easy for him to cheer me up x) hehe he called me a carpet cleaner haha but it made me smileee xD once again <33n my hunybun x) haha mwuhz* nighttts no need for the playstation xP
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Sunday, May 22, 2005
monica - you should've known better
im in a good mood xD so i figured id blog hehe
friday; stayed home & slept in x) then woke up and played harvest mooon. ahhhs* luuvin that game xD then talked on the fone with raph & priscilla for awhile & made plans for the nitee. hubby came & picked me up with her mum & we got a lift to the city xD met up with chris @ chinatown nd his twu frnds. went to kfC to eat then made our way up to the dance @ st. marys. wasnt the best hmms the atmosphere was jst wrong? shrugs* stayed til like 1115pm then we decided we were hungry so caught a bus to kingsford macers whr we bumped into my cusin & priscilla sister x) wht a coincidence ehs? hehe & got a lift home from my cusin xD wooots* i felt so bad cus priscilla came up with me to get dvds & i thought i was gona go back down with her, but i didnt so i didnt end up saying thankuu or byee to my cuzin. i felt SO rude ><"
saturday; mzsallys party x) hapy birthday for the 1000th time schnookemz mwuhhz* woke up @ 7am, cus jamie & alex came to pick me up around 73oam cus they had to drop alex's mum off around that time. went to alex's. watched tv and he made me bacon & eggs. mmmmyumO* xD bummd & watched white chicks x) hehe it was relaxing. then around 1pm we made our way to capitol to meet michelle jeremy matt annie & sammy. hehe the bday girl & herbrt were taking photos. so i went to market city with michelle to get money off my mum. then back for more waiting. finally every camee & we were off xD to central then to canterbury for iceskating. got there late so we only got an hour of iceskating. i only ended up skating for like 3omins cus i got blisters cus i forgot to bring socks! lols tragic xP then made our way back to capitol. waited for the boys to get pizza while the remaining girls took photos x) then went to karoke. haha paid for one hour but ended up getting twu? o_O jst our luck xD had pizza & sang our hearts out. our karoke session was filled with looove x) loads of screaming, cheering & mexican waves x) haha we're such party animals xD HAHA after karoke went down to darling harbour to talk & play truth or dare. haha found out that ivan wants to screw my mum xP haha & roger thinks ivans hot. i kissed nicks BARE ass, sally kissed herbrts, herbrt flashed sally his ass, nick & andy touched tonuges, so did annie & raph + nick & tina, sammy licked ivans toe haha xD quiet entertaining! afterward i left to meet up with jamie. herbrt walked mee then we waited for his bus & we cabbed it homee x) i was SO tired. we attemped to watch elf but i fell asleep within the first 15mins.
sunday; woke up cus jamie had to go work, but i was still tired so i stayed there & sleppt til 430pm xD ahhhh* it was a good sleep x) woke up, had a shower then went upstairs to get food & found that nowun was home except the dog! how scary! so i jst closed the door & crept around the house hoping he was asleep. lols then the sistiers came home and we talked abit then i sat down & watched tele & my hunybun came home x) we ate yummmy pasta & watched elf again. then realised that his sister had the carkeys in her bag & she was out so he gave me money to cabb it home. x) & called to talk to me while i was in the cab. isnt he sweeet? x)
and that was my beautiful weekend xD im currently downloading the last episode of season 2, of the OC ahhs im dying to watch it, even tho once again i gave into the temptation on letting sumone tell me wht hapens x( but still guut xD im still eager to watch it.
wanna seee photos from yesterday? xD these are only from my camera xD wait til i get the photos from sally tina & hopefully sammys camera x)
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Thursday, May 19, 2005
black eyed peas - dont phunk with my heart
omg i jst typed up the longest blog and POOF it fcuking disappeared damit!
anyways so il jst haftu make it brief nows.
yesterday, missed my exam cus i was latee due to the pouring rain! ahems* xD met up with michelle reggie ivan & albert @ kingsford then scott came to pick albert up so me michelle & reggie got a lift, thankgod xD went to reggies, bummed around, ate then albert & scott left so i took over the playstation & played the sims while michelle watchd nartuo. then michelle came to my place & we watched half of the grudge and realised it was abit freaky, lols cus we were home alone. so jst talked out hearts out about, lifee & boys x) then she went hOoome.
tudays missed my exam cus i didnt have a doctor cert for yesterday, so kevin came picked me up & we went eastgardens to try get one, but the doctor wouldnt give it to me so we went tempe to get his car fixed, then to hurstville to see the doctor & she gave me one. thankgod xD after that went to raphs place. first time being there xD haha then off to kingsgrove to pick up kevins gf, christbelle (spelling?) then took the biggest circle to the city ><" took a good 45mins. but it was good xD got there & me nd raph went pc then roger nick & herbrt came. not long after i had to leave so herbrt walked me to central, halfway there we started running for like 2mins and i got SOO tired. lols it was gay. got there & met up with jeremy & ivan. i jst missed my train so they waited with me x) thankuuus then off to bondi to see jamie xD we snuggled into bed with the electric blanket xD and watched the village. & ate hotdogs hehe. it was relaxing x) then went by alex's place to drop off a phone then to my placeee. xD and now im home. i was suprised mum didnt call me cus i didnt get home til like 12am? but she aint even home yet lols
yup planning to go to the skooldance thingy on friday xD & then sallys bday on saturday. iceskating x) *wooots its been awhile hehe.
& iv changed my site afew times & i think iv lost alot of blog readers x( haha better go back & redirect them all xD
im soo blardy colddd x( i wanna hug. nitesss.
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Tuesday, May 17, 2005
currently on the fone with my hunybun xD i was so suprised wen i saw the missd call from him wen i woke up x) good suprised that is xD going to see him on wednesday ahhhhs* cant wait hehe x) im so dickslapped damit xP but im liking it atm hehe
tumorw im goen reggies place after my exam, cus he invited me & michelle over wen he was drunk haha & flashin everywun his balls. ewww ><" oh & ass crack! disturbing indeed haha yeps.
well his battery jst diedd so im left all aloneee xP haha nahs im jst bored outa my blooody mind. neways i feel like blogging but nothing to blog about? o_O ahhhs* tumrw i have my ancient history exam and id laugh if i got anything over 20% haha cus iv been to maybe 3 classes all year ><" i dont even have a workbook! yeh kinda skrewd up ehhs? nods* definately.
ahhhhs* i watched the oc yesterday, episode23. do you understand how EXCITING it is? cant wait for the last episode, but i dont want it to end yet x( crossing my fingers & hoping for season 3 xD i wana tell you all whts happening but i dont wana kill it fo yous haha see? i can be considerateee haha xP
dying here. getting boredER, if thats even posible
im off nows to read bloggs & then go sleep. dun even kno if im meetin kevin tumorw? o_O ah wwells nites
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Monday, May 16, 2005
tamia - officially missing you
im currently @ mr ivans place with jeremy michelle kevin sally & herbrt. very relaxing day x)
this morning, had my first exam, english & it wasnt bad hehe but my downstairs hurt from sitting there for so long ><" am i sharing too much info? xP afterwards went to the spot & met up with everyone and made our way down here to have an indoor bbq haha xD i had a nap, woke up & ate hehe very good xP
gues wht? i miss my hunybun xD bahah im so dickslapped haha thinkin bout him puts a smile to my face *cheeesey hehe
bad news; kevin crashed his car tudays. my prayers go to him x) goodluck wif the rents. wish i could do more.
good news; HAPY BDAY CHARLY x) nineteeeen hehe wht an old tarts *mwuuhhs
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Sunday, May 15, 2005
giggles* not single anymore xD went to sort things out with my hunybun & we did, we talked xD so hapyy
my many apologies to my son HERBRT ; i didnt kno it would take that long. but i love you and il make it up to you, i promise.
didnt get to tell yous wht i did yesterday ;
yesterday went to meet up with roger @ eastgardens then jumped on a 400 to bondi, and michelle jumped on the bus. got to bondi & it was freeezing. went in the shoppin centre & walked around while we waitd for nick, who was late as usual xP walked around til i strted feeling pain, then went to gloria geans xD then nick called so went to meet him. & luqman came aswell. walked around abit more then got a bus to the city to meet kevin jeremy ivan & co @ cashbox. after along time of standing around they wouldnt movee so afew of us went up. blahs then afterwards bummd outside for awhile with afew drunk peopl haha thankx for the panadol reggie xD then nhan came and me roger nick & michelle left with him. and i dont wana talk about the rest.
todays, stayed home & talked on the phone with my cusin caz & herbrt and decided to go talk to jamie. thankx kevin, ur a lifesaver xD i was so scared, i was honestly shaking. but things went good & we kissd and made up x) hehe and now im once again hapy & feelin complete ahhhhs* hehe
and that was my weekend hehe. i would love to stay & blog more but i cant sit for too long otherwise i start feelin pain ><" and yes iv been sitting for too long. hehe so farewell my children xD hehe
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